What is life?

  It's now been 9 months without The Vampire Diaries and I've never been more miserable in my life. All the great shows IN HISTORY has/are ending.  The Vampire Diaries, Teen Wolf and Pretty Little Liars are all done and those were my top 3 favorites.  I started Once Upon A Time and I've got to tell you, that show is really good and I'm very amazed of how it's all a messed up version of fairy tales and its quite interesting how the story writers and directors etc managed to connect all the story lines with each other!  Once Upon A Time introduced so many Disney and fairy tale characters that I never even knew about.  It's a very creative show I mean who could of known there was a way for Peter Pan to be Rumpelstiltskin's FATHER!?  But now that I'm all caught up, I have to wait like every week for one episode to come out and I'm a very impatient person.  Anyways, the tv channel networks are becoming boring and some shows are just dragging on. I still need to catch up on Supernatural on season 9, Jane The Virgin, and I'm waiting on The 100 to return next year and for Scream! OMG that reminds me, I heard that Scream is coming back... but not with its main cast from the beginning!  I don't know how that's going to go along but we'll have to see how it all turns out.
  I always wanted to become an author since middle school but my careers choices keep changing.  At first I wanted to be an author, then a teacher, then a marine biologist, onto a veterinarian and now even a psychologist but now that I realize all these great shows are coming to ends meet, I feel like maybe I should be a show writer of some sort?  Maybe even be a director, create my own twisted supernatural-fairytale show with ideas from all the shows I've watched, and that's a lot.  I have 2 books, one based on a fan-fiction of The Vampire Diaries, Teen Wolf and The Originals featured on wattpad but I haven't been able to finish them even though I have been writing and planning them out for about 2 years.  I want to be famous for something inspiring and I believe there's even a 15.3% chance that could even happen.  The Vampire Diaries will forever be an inspiration to me, it's the reason why I created this blog even though I know people probably don't even read this, I write these posts for my amusement and  pleasure.  I've been obsessing over it since I was literally in grade 5 (I know such a young age to be watching it but whatever) and I'm a diehard fan, if only I lived in the US where all the comic-cons are held, I could have been able to go and watch the cast interviews and see Paul Wesley's' smile up close and be in the same room as all of them, I probably would have a heart attack.  It's kinda weird how most American shows are shot in Canada but yet Canadian channels don't have the access to watch these shows or you have to pay a higher price like what the hell, it's not fair.
   Anyways, enough rambling for today, hopefully, maybe, the executive producers of TVD and PLL and TW and even Supernatural could join forces and make a new hit series for everyone to throb over (least likely to even happen but everyone should have something to hope for)!  

it's been 5 months ....

Damn 5 months is already going by ever since The Vampire Diaries has closed its book.  I've managed to accept that it's over but I'll never stop watching and reading the books. In the mean time, I've tried to move on but in my opinion there's no show that can beat the love that I have for TVD and it's the best show  ever (impov).  I've  started watching The Fosters and continuing other shows  that's I've been watching such as Jane The Virgin, Shadowhunters, The 100, The Originals, Pretty Little Liars and Teen Wolf.  Sadly, 3 of the best shows have practically ended! TVD, PLL.. Well besides Teen Wolf their on their final season of the series. These 3 shows were  absolutely my favourite but they've all been coming to an end.  I finished up PLL and wow that last episode had a lot of stuff to take in and figure out but I enjoyed it :) there's also this new show called Riverdale and so far it's alright. I still aspire to somehow and to someday meet one of the cast of TVD!! I hope that the TVD fandom isn't dying and will live on. Everyone of the actors have been busy I mean Paul has been going more into directing, he had directed an episode of Shadowhunters.  And I'd like to say publicly CONGRATS TO IAN SOMERHALDER AND NIKKI REED & WISHING THEM ALL THE BEST WITH THEIR NEWBRON CHILD BOHDI SOLEIL (I think that's her name) I hope that the whole cast of TVD has a reunion furthermore in the future.  

The Vampire Diaries Finale • 8x16 (SPOILER ALERT)

Oh my god!!! I can't believe Stefan died!! He sacrificed himself for everyone, mostly for his big brother. Stefan injected Damon with the cure!!  I have to say the ending was great but.. I just can't believe they killed off one of my FAVORITE characters since the beginning. I do believe Stefan and Caroline both deserved a chance to live more than a day past their wedding day, but Stefan died on the night of their wedding night!! But atleast Caroline called Stefan to tell him she .. Understands.  I was crying my eyes out so much!! I just ran into my room and let it out!! And the ending was just amazing, Stefan found peace with Lexi!! Caroline opened up a school named after the Salvatore's, Bonnie went on travelling the world as she promised Enzo to love her life, Matt got his own bench honoring him with his duty of the Mystic Falls Town!! ELENA even went to med school and came back to Mystic Falls to grow old with Damon. And we got to see Jo, Liz Forbes, Vikki, and Tyler!! ANDDDDD!!!!! CAROLINE RECIEVED A LETTER FROM KLAUS AND HE GAVE HER A LOAD OF MONEY CONTRIBUTING TO HER SCHOOL SHE OPENED UP FOR GIFTED KIDS AND ALARIC WAS LIEK "AND THATS THE BEGINING OF ANOTHER STORY!!!!!" Which mean Caroline's might go off to the originals which is something I actually needs to Catch up on real quick! 

They fast forwarded to Damon and Elena's DEATH and they all found peace, ELENA met back with her parents (the ones that had the accident driving off into the bridge) and Jenna, AND EVEN JOHN GILBERT!! Then Stefan is in the Salvatore house and he opens the door to see Damon and he's said "Damon." Smiling and it look like he had tears in his eyes and Damon replied with "hello brother" giving off that little smerk and then they hugged and everything went with a blue and it all finished off with the last ever TVD logo and in white. Since Caroline is like the only vampire left of that show she's basically the only one alive if they fast forwarded to Damon and Elena's death everyone's human besides her! I'm still holding on to the fact she goes onto the originals!!  But I also feel bad cause she's going to loose all her friends but that's if she just doesn't die her self by getting stakes in the heart. THE SONG that played "hold on" for the series finale was just beautiful I'm honestly just in live with it but it makes me cry so much!! 

BUT LET ME JUST SAY STEFAB SALVATORE'S FUNERAL WAS SO SAD AND DEVESTATING I WAS CRYING SO MUCH I MEAN I CHOOSE HIM OBER ANY OF THE MALE CHARACTERS IN THE SHOW BUT IM GLAD THEY DIDNT END THE SERIES WITH JUST SADNESS!!! THEY ALL FOUND PEACE!! 

The last day before it all ends

Yes, the end has reached. After 8 years of The Vampire Diaries, it comes down to one final episode tomorrow. There is no words to explain how the ending of the show is going to impact me. I have been obsessing over this show over the past 4 years and a half and it sure has been a hell of a ride.  This show has became apart of me, taught me so many lessons to look up to in my life, it brought me such great excitement, joy, sadness and grief.  I remember when I first started watching The Vampire Diaries, the first time I saw it I took it off after 5 minutes because I actually got super scared, but then one day I decided to play it again, and I fell in love with it the moment the first episode had finished. I latched onto the show and it has played a huge roll in my life. I created this blog just to express, I don't care if people don't notice my blog, it's not what it's for (let's kinda just say I hope one of the cast of TVD finds this blog and actually takes their time to read it).

For sure I'm going to be in a bad mood tmr at school and at home- practically forever. But I'm literally turning off my humanity, and in honor of TVD I'm going to go through the last part of my pain with getting a cartilage ear piercing- with a needle and that's gonna hurt like hell. I know it's not such a big thing but atleast it's something I'm actually going to look forward to after... TVD ends. I'll most likely still post after the show has ended, I don't think I'll ever except the fact that it's over. But I'm really excited to see the last episode to see how it all ends, thank god I have company to watch it with me so I can cry my ass off.  After that, I'll never be the same again. Let's just hope we get an ending that is very satisfying. WE ALL KNOW THAT A MAIN CHARACTER WILL DIE WHICH WILL DEFINITIVELY RUIN THINGS!!!!!!!!! But we'll see how it all goes down, tomorrow night.

The Vampire Diaries - 8x12

Ahh this episode was great!  BONNIE'S MOTHER SHOWED UP AT BONNIE'S DOORSTEP I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING!! Bonnie broke the news to Damon- that Enzo was dead and Stefan had killed him. Bonnie kept hearing Enzo's voice and can feel his presence so Bonnie's mom helped her to see if there was a sign if Enzo could really be there - even knowing the fact that the other side was destroyed. Once they called out for him, Bonnie's mom saw Enzo's death and let out a scream.  She said that she felt where ENZO was- dark, cold and a place of suffering. Turns out Bonnie opened to gates from hell when she let out her big sound wave scream after Enzo died. With this darkness, it was killing Bonnie, so her mom burned Enzo's body- obviously Bonnie wasn't okay with it but her mom said she didn't want to lose her because if they haven't have burned his body she would have died.
    Poor Stefan has to carry on the guilt of everything he'd done to innocent people, he even got arrested  and helped retrieve a little girl's mom he thought he killed (the woman he compelled to be the new owner of Bonnie's house where Elena was held) with Caroline, the woman survived  and obviously when the woman saw him she stabbed him. Caroline couldn't help Stefan with her vampire blood because the cure that's flowing in his veins won't allow it to go in his body so she had to take him to hospital along with the woman he almost killed- in which Caroline had to compel.
    Mean while, Cade made a deal with Damon, he was going to kill Stefan by midnight if Damon didn't hadn't hand him the Maxwell's journal which contained the guide of killing the devil. Matt started having weird visions of what the Siren's did to a fellow Maxwell member, and with that whole vision stuff, he figured out that the way to kill Cade was inside that very book, and they knew Damon wanted it to save his brother.  BUT TO SPEED THINGS UP BECAUSE I BET YOU GUYS ALREADY KNOW THE REST..........................


KAIIII ISSS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

The Vampire Diaries "IT'S A WRAP!" CAKE :(

Today was officially the last day of shooting scenes for The Vampire Diaries!! YES it's actually over

:(((!!  God how I wish emojis were actually visible on this so I'd be able to  express my sadness and grieving self. Wow, this is it, this is the end.  I would just like to say "Thank you for the best 8 years in all of history, thank you for teaching me about love, purity, loyalty, happiness, being there for others, learning how to fight through my darkest times, and most importantly... learning how to forgive."  This show has made a huge impact in my life, it changed me. I've cried, laughed and enjoyed all through out each and every single episode.  There was a variety of inspiring quotes said by every character featured in TVD, I don't know what I am going to do after TVD ends, I know for sure I'm going to be hella depressed for at least a century, I'm definitely not going to be the same. Atleast I'll have a great souvenir with me at ALL times- Elena's vervain necklace which I got for Christmas (thanks to my uncle!) My dream was always to meet the cast of TVD- ya that didn't happen at all ,sadly, but hopefully one day.. I will :)    But enough gabbering, here's a beautiful picture of THE VAMPIRE DIARIES "THAT'S A WRAP" cake!!!!!!! IT  LOOKS  SUPER   DELICIOUS AND EVERYTIME I  SCROLL  THROUGH   MY  INSTAGRAM  FEED ALL I SEE IS PICS OF THIS  WONDERFUL  CAKE  ALONG  WITH  SAD STUFF  ABOUT  TVD! ANYWAYS ENJOY THIS  PRETTY  PIC  DOWN  BELOW:  

Theories for The Vampire Diaries

ok read this and reel it in: 

 

1. Tyler was on TVD since day 1- the very first episode and has played a HUGE part through out the show- even on The Originals. But when he died, Julie Plec said that he wasn't the major death.. then we have Enzo who just died and is claimed and "the" major death of the final season. But Enzo only came in to the show about like a year and a half ago.. so what makes Enzo the major death if Tyler wasn't????? So it's probably out of the three; Stefan, Damon or Elena. 

   Since Stefan is now human, I think that it might be Stefan who is the major death of the season finale of TVD, I don't know it's just a feeling. 

2.  Michael Malarkey said that this isn't the last we are going to see Enzo, we'll be able to see him once again, before the series end.  So I'm pretty sure everyone saw that huge sound wave Bonnie let out screaming, now people are saying she got her powers back and she's trying to resurrect Enzo- maybe this is where Kai is brought back in because I know Chris Wood was on set for season 8 so we might just see our sexy sociopath once again- hopefully not causing trouble and just help for once. He might as well just  help kill the devil

3. What if all of them takes the cure? I know there will be a STEROLINE wedding- there must be one! But how could Stefan and Caroline get married if.. Stefan is now human and is slowly aging- with time catching up for the amount of years he's been breathing since the 1800's and Caroline is a vampire.  So what if Caroline takes the cure and becomes human to be with Stefan. AND WHAT ABOUT DAMON! Elena is human- so if Damon is a vampire and is going to live 4ever but Elena isn't, and obviously we know Damon can't live without HER, he might as well turn human just to be with Elena. I don't know tho.

4. Let's just hope for the best and that each of the characters get a happy ending :) 

Fans VS Fans - TVD fans raging on recent episode 8x11

   Yes, we all are very much grieving over the loss of our Enzo, but some people mostly feel horrible for Bonnie because her happiness has been torn away from her.. once again. Fans havign been sending out hate towards Paul Wesley- THE ACTOR OF STEFAN SALVATORE! Like what the.. Paul didn't write the script he's just going with the flow- it's his job to act.  Now people are saying he's a useless actor blah blah blah- well he's not, people need to separate reality and fictional worlds. Also people are saying how Stefan should die, he's the one to blame- NO HE'S NOT HE DOESNT DESERVE THE HATE- HE HAS HIS HUMANITY SWITCH OFF AND NOW HE'S HUMAN??? STEFAN HAD NO CONTROL YOU CAN'T BLAME HIM, YOU HAVE TO BLAME CADE THE FREAKING DEVIL! Oh but when Damon killed off a day 1 character Tyler "oh it's ok Damon had no control it's understandable, I feel so sorry for him omg!!" like wth?
   People tend to side to much and it's annoying.  Stefan is going to start aging and I HATE THE FACT HE TRANSFORMED BACK INTO A HUMAN BEING- but I respect that. But he's going to die just like Katherine, by aging and that hurts trust it does. Now even Julie is getting hate which must be tough because people send hate comments on her account etc. People really have nothing else better to do. I stand with TVD no matter what- unless one of the Salvatores die.
   STOP SENDING HATE TOWARDS THE TVD PRODUCERS AND ACTORS! DON'T ACT BIG. YOU RANTING WON'T CHANGE ANYTHING. STOP HAVING FAN WARS ON SOCIAL MEDIA!

Anyways my next post would be about my theories on the last 5 final episodes of The Vampire Diaries.

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES 8X11 - YOU'RE GOING TO NEED A THERAPIST AFTER WATCHING THIS EPISODE

STEFAN KILLED ENZO AND STEFAN IS NOW A HUMAN! QUICK SUMMARY OF LAST NIGHTS EPISODE:

Damon and Caroline came up with a plan to use the cure to try and kill Arcadius (Cade) to make him immortal. Cade broke Stefan out from the Salvatore cellar and told Stefan he had a job to do. That's where Cade told Damon to kill 100 souls before sundown or finish off with 1 particular soul, Caroline. Bonnie took Enzo to the place where Elena was kept safe and sound in her coffin and Bonnie owns that place so only who she invites can come in, Bonnie followed along the plan with giving Cade the cure. Wondering how would they possibly get the cure? Since Elena took the cure which made her transform back to human, it's flowing in her blood making her blood the cure. 

  Stefan was told to kill Elena from Cade, he was smart enough to find Bonnie's seller of the house and change the owner so Bonnie would no longer be the owner of the house that  Elena is kept in. He changed the owner to the person who sold it to Bonnie and since the person was already compelled he asked her to invite her in the house. In the mean time, since Enzo was invited in by Bonnie, he was literally thrown out of the house with a huge force that threw him out on the porch.  That's when Bonnie knew she had to hurry up and draw blood from Elena's body to use on Cade, when she was finished taking a little bit, she was talking to Enzo but he was just standing there at the door with his face straining, which left him collapsing on the floor and Stefan standing right behind him with Enzo's heart in his hands.  Stefan dropped it, walked in and tried to kill Bonnie and said "in a minute your going to be dead anyways"  until she said ' and your gonna be human" and stabbed him with the syringe which contained to blood of Elena which was the cure of mortality.  But when Bonnie rushed over to Enzo's aid, she let out a big sound wave after yelling and crying and mourning Enzo's death- I'm thinking she has back her powers!   

Now back to caps- 

I CAN'T BEIEVE HE DIED BUT IT'S OKAY BECAUSE READING UP ON ARTICLES, THIS ISN'T THE LAST WE SEE OF LORENZO!!! WE'LL SEE OUR PRECIOUS SOLDIERS FACE ONCE AGAIN! BUT IM JUST MAD OVER THE FACT BONNIE WAS YET AGAIN STRIPPED FROM HER HAPPINESS! BUT PEOPLE SHOULDN'T BLAME STEFAN TO BE HONEST BECAUSE HE HAS HIS HUMANITY SWITCH OFF AND IS CONTROLLED BY THE DEVIL THAT LIVES IN HELL! BUT IM ALSO MAD THAT HE'S HUMAN!!!!!!!!! LIKE NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO WHAT IF HE DIES LIKE KATHERINE- DIE OF AGING SINCE HE'S LIKE A 175 YEAR OLD VAMPIRE! ANYWAYS IM JUST LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT EPISODE, HOPEFULLY IT'S BETTER THAN THE LAST ONE! 

The Vampire Diaries 8x09 & 8x10

Hey guys sorry for not posting in a while but I'm here now. So far we know that the Salvatore brothers returned to Mystic Falls within Sybil's command for Damon. Bonnie returned back from Paris with a special necklace dangling from her neck, it was filled with some of Enzo's blood. The occasion and one favored holiday that returned was in this episode was Founders day for the Miss Mystic Falls!! Caroline and Bonnie looked dazzling and beautiful... along with Sybil trying to portray as Elena in a nice silk dress standing on the stairwell. Damon had many flashbacks of Elena, he just couldn't seem to puzzle them in. Caroline helped him, try to convince him that this event is the place where his and Elena's story had evolved- began.  She brought Damon out to dance and that's where he started to remember the same dance he had done with Elena when Stefan went out on a blood crave that day and couldn't be Elena's escort.  Sybil joined into dance with him and told him about what would happen if he got back his humanity. So on we know that Damon did get a chance to lock up Sybil in the cellar underneath the Salvatore house, that's where Sybil started to play games with him, she gave him back his humanity (8x10) but he was trapped in his own mind! Caroline and Bonnie had to help him find his way, but this episode was about forgiveness.
     It was one of the best episode yet in this final season!  We got to see back some old faces, which were Vikki Donovan, Liz Forbes and TYLER LOCKWOOD!!!! Caroline forgave Damon in his head and she was cancelled out in his mind, hr part was done, then it was up to Bonnie.  Bonnie led him in the way, the only person that could bring Damon back physically was Stefan.  Damon wanted to forgive Stefan. The good and bad part is that Cade returned, but he killed the Siren's THANK GOD!

TYLER LOCKWOOD WAS NOT THE MAJOR DEATH IN TVD S8

TYLER WAS NOT THE MAJOR DEATH IN THE SERIES FAMILY!!  MY THEORY IS THAT STEFAN WILL DIE BECAUSE IN THE FIRST EPISODE OF TVD STEFAN AND ELENA WERE NARRATING THE FIRST EPISODE AND STEFAN STARTED OFF THE SERIES AND  SAID "THIS IS MY STORY" AND IF SO, STEFAN'S GOING TO HAVE TO END IT OFF, SO I THINK IT'S OUR PURE-HEARTED  STEFAN!! OR.. IT'S BONNIE BECAUSE IN THE NEXT EPISODE SEASON 8X09 BONNIE RETURNS WITH A BOTTLE OF ENZO'S BLOOD, BONNIE MIGHT BECOME A VAMPIRE- AND IN ORDER FOR ELENA TO WAKE UP, BONNIE MUST DIE, BUT BONNIE IS PRACTICALLY DEAD IF SHE'S A VAMPIRE- SO THAT COULD BREAK THE SPELL BUT ON THE OTHER HAND BONNIE MIGHT AS WELL JUST KILL HER SELF FOR ELENA WITHOUT BECOMING A VAMPIRE WHICH IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN  BECAUSE ENZO AND CAROLINE AND MATT WOULD NOT LET THAT HAPPEN AND ONCE ELENA FIGURES OUT BONNIE SACRIFICED HER SELF FOR ELENA THEN THAT'S NOT GOING TO BE PLEASANT!!! SO BACK TO THE STEFAN THEORY! I THINK IT'S STEFAN AND I'M SO SAD AND DISTURBED BY SAYING IT'S STEFAN BUT ... IT'S HIS STORY, EVERY STORY HAS AN ENDING.. AND IT ENDS WITH STEFAN SALVATORE. BUT IF ITS NOT STEFAN, IM GONNA BE HAPPY AND SAD STILL BECAUSE IT'S A MAJOR DEATH SO IT COULD BE DAMON OR CAROLINE OR MATT OR JUST ANY IMPORTANT CHARACTER THAT STARTED FROM THE BEGINNING!

The Vampire Diaries Season 8x08 Recap - Stefan back as a ripper

Well Stefan turned off his humanity and went off killing bad souls and sending them to hell along with his brother by blood, Damon. Turns out an additional character came in for just this episode, a doctor named "Tara" who looks just like our sweet Elena Gilbert. Stefan choose to see if she had done anything evil while him and Damon were sitting down having some coffee watching her. The funny part is Stefan stabbed Damon with a syringe full of vervain on his knee under the table then called for "help" and Tara rushed Damon to the hospital, turns out Tara's  parents died in a car crash because of a drunk driver. So to test her, Stefan compelled her to think Damon was the one who killed her parents, that he was the drunk driver and told her to know if Damon is worth living and he got into her head. She told Stefan to leave the room and he sat outside tuning into her and Damon's convo. She shut all the blinds, and injected him again to kill him and his monitor thing (idek what it's called) went flat and made a line of beeeeeeeeeeeep meaning he's 'dead.' Mean while this was happening, Stefan went into this bag full of Damon's things and found Elena's necklace in his pocket.
      As Tara walked out the the hospital leaving the fact that she just killed a man, Stefan appeared and told her that they were just testing her and she practically failed the test.  Then Damon appeared and she was stunned, it was Stefan and Damon's plan all along. Stefan came over and said "I'm disappointed" and said now he can see why he was confused. Damon checked his pocket and noticed the necklace was gone, Stefan pulled it out and said "missing something?" he related how Tara reminds him of Elena, which is why Damon's been missing his 'good, fun' side of this whole tragedy of delivering souls to hell.  For Damon to show he wasn't still hooked on Elena, Stefan made him kill Tara, and throw away the necklace.
    But thank god Damon was smart enough to go back for it the next day, while he made Stefan stay at the hospital, which was actually a bad idea. When Damon got back to get Stefan, he came back to a bloody hallways with corpses drained of blood scattered on the floor and to see Stefan back with his ripper ways as Stefan turned around with a bloody mouth and his ripper eyes. Poor Stef.